Raconteur Akshay

It was always someone else for whom I prayed. It was always someone else for whom I begged. It was always someone else to whom I promised to keep them happy forever. But it was never me who stayed with me from the day one to this day. No promises but only complaints. Why I left the very hand which I was supposed to hold for forever? Why ? It is said, "To find the pearls in life's ocean, you have to venture out far past the shore." So tonight we are going to the vast oceans not to dig out pearls, just to sail across the ocean. Did you know that oceans are lesser known than the much talked space. So when we sail to the countless possibilities no matter what we get but as always I promise you to never get bored and see, I make promises to you but not to me, well it's okay, you owe me this at least,ig. Sailing past the shores the world quietly disappears.. All people their hustle and bustle, the running motor cars and the swinging children fades away. The only...

Late Night Epiphanies ~ How Dare You There are some moments in my life that I recollect whenever I feel  low just to cheer me up and get back to work again. It is also one of them when one of the professors in my college once called me up and said, "What are you doing here? Do you know what I feel about you Akshay.  This class never ever deserved you.." Tonight we are not going to seek stars or the moon. Tonight we are not moving into darkness anymore. Tonight there is nothing that we will do for that damn peace. Tonight we will just reach to the peak of the mountain and will shout at this fucking planet " HOW DARE YOU ..?? "   I don't know how am I going to feel about this time after some years. That will probably depend on my course of action then but today when I look back I see a long lane I have walked through. It started with early glorious years where I was admired, accoladed and loved and then a strait way where the life snatched every bit an...

Late Night Epiphanies ~ Healing The Wounds Not all wounds are visible. Some may not be seen but are there, more deeper and hurtful than anything visible and bleeds. No?  Some say time heals everything but many a time I think that it only cuts the wounds deeper and deeper and it becomes more painful than ever before. In my childhood, I was so much fascinated about the endless skies, glittering stars and the beautiful magic they created together. The night sky was so much thrilling to me. And that was also a reason why I chose to sleep on roof under the stars and the moon. One day I got to know about the Comets. My father told me about that. He would tell me that there was a star which had a long tail. And on my excited question, how long?! He would tell me, "It is so long that it touches the ground and you can even climb up to the sky by it." I asked him eagerly. "So when can I see it?" "In early morning", He replied. So we have got some time fo...

Heart ~ The most busiest muscle of human body.. yes.. you hear it right a muscle it has nothing to do with the emotions.. Pumping blood day and night but still blamed for every shit that happens to mankind.. It took me a long time since my last blog to get my fingers back on the keys to set down something worthwhile. Writing always helped me to unravel the tangled mind but sometimes the Life gets overwhelmed with so many emotions in tandem that one can't help to put down anything on a piece of paper. I have always had a fondness for dark as it allowed me to be me.. Nothing i had to show anyone as even if i had it's too dark already that noone would see.. Then the only one I had was me to whom I talked endlessly under the glittering stars and in a cold shivering night.  Let's move into this darkness together and catch the glittering stars.. how wonderful it's....!! I won't get you bored. We will keep talking on the way together..  What about the most contradictory to...